I’ve been staring at this screen for about an hour. I tried doing other things to get my thoughts going. I typed things that have since been deleted. Now I; tryinga different approach. Why not try typing whithout looing at the screen. houw am I soing; ” I’ve not tried this approach before, but maybe I can focus better without worring about what Im actually saying, Jst type as best I can, sure there are pribably a ton of typosesm this must be working.I dont want to be confusing to you but something about gaing in the ipposite direction akes away the mind block.
There, that was easy. Sure some of it barely makes sense. I could try only looking at the keyboard. That’s sort of tricky. Okay, I’m done, I’ll type normal for you. And I’m stuck again.
What am I doing right now? Well, I’m sitting…in a chair. There’s a table in front of me. On the table is my computer. purse, cell phone and empty coffee cup. Emphasis on the empty cup, sad. I’m listening to music by Kimbra, her debut album. It’s nice so far.
Don’t you hate that, when all you can write are the most mundane sentences? When you attempt to find the easy rhythm of a focused idea. When you try not to think about it too much but everything is not enough. So many ideas pass through my head while I’m walking around and I can’t capture them. The biggest problem: I have small bits of idea’s that only have about a paragraph of information.
Here’s a glimpse of what is going on in my head.
I love Rhapsody.
I wish it wasn’t so cold in here.
What should I eat for dinner?
When am I going to find a good pair of sneakers?
Why haven’t I scrapped this post yet?
Burt’s Bee’s chap-stick tastes so good.
It’s cold in here. I should have brought a sweater.
I’d like to buy more sweaters.
When was the last time I found a dime on the ground?
That would be this morning!
I’m not really that excited, it’s only a dime.
This album is awesome! Here: Go listen to that and stop reading about how mind blocked I am.
I still have to decide on tags for the post.
No, seriously, I’m done.